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  • UNFAILING LŌVE

    The content of God, revealed in Christ; the goal of our salvation. Full of love and suffering. His love for my freedom, He suffered because of the chastisement of my sins. The measure of my heart was disobedience and lawlessness but the measure of Christ is mercy, that prevails over judgment

    One has to be reasonably faithful to a higher voice, in total obedience, to accomplish this daunting task of taking the punishment of the load sins you didn’t commit. Committed to the will of His father, He yielded like a servant; “Not my will but yours be done.”

    Unfailing love is the price of your sacrifice. Loving towards the one who sent Him and the one who faulted against the will of His father, at Eden. He that knew no sin, a perfect lamb of God took my sins away. As far as the east is from the west so far has he cleansed and purged the inequity of our souls through His blood

    Having been brought near to the father in His blood, there is now no condemnation for my soul. Standing right and acceptable before the father, in Him, as if I paid the penalty of my sins on my own. Not on my own, not on my own, but I was crucified with Him. I was buried with Him and made alive in His resurrection

    Blended into His life, I share the divine nature. I am a child of God, born from above. Not from the corruptible seed but by the incorruptible seed of the word which lives forever. What can separate us from this union, the mingling of our spirit with the Spirit of the ancient one?

    The life I live now in the flesh, I live by the faith of the one who died for me. Crucified to the world, alive in the nature of God; a new creation, a new breed, living from the place of victory, day by day

    Jesus Nōw | 2021 New Creation Diaries | Peace To The Nations In Christ Jesus, Our Lord. Amen!


  • A WHISPER CĀME

    Within this clanging noises, a whisper

    Very firm and beautiful came to me

    In prophecy dawn

    I hear Him now, a serenading touch of freedom, He brings,

    i am covered in purple. i am covered in purple

    soul in perfect royalty

    A million songs in humble fields, He plants

    Those who have ears will harvest in million hearts

    I see Him now…

    My eyes have seen the Lord

    His eyes mingles with my heart

    We see together, now, the piercing beauty

    Of the tomorrow that never was

    Within this clanging noises your King rules within you


  • DWELLING PLACES

    Poetic Whipers

    The dwelling place of God is captured in the effulgence of your life. Your love, which is not of your own, but Christ

    You have turn deserts into oasis

    You’ve turned the prideful oceans into deserts. You’ve turned the boastings of the pride into silhouette of silence, giving voices of regard to the weak

    My eyes have seen the habitations of God among men and this gospel sounds foolishness in the ears of the lost, yet it is the power that make stones sing heavens songs in divine ascent

    Such wisdom is high. The rich has left home with empty stomach and the poor is fed with the riches of Zion

    The dwelling place of the Spirit is seen everywhere, where men are not restrained by the four walls of a building, peaking through its glass windows

    I see yielded men like Holy cathedrals on every street, and their soul is free like birds

    How beautiful are the feet of men who carry around, the tales of a loving God in this city. Your face is sapphire and your hands are full of golden mysteries, turning deprived and disappointed men into merchants of life.

    You are a dwelling place of the new wine. You serve graciously, unbiased

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    THE UNVEILED DIMENSIONS OF PRAYER

    Prayer is the potential duty of man. To not pray is death. By prayer we cohabitate with God in the eternal habitat, giving birth to possibilities in time. Man is wired to know God in His heart and live on this side of eternity as true expression of God. Prayer is the medium to establish these dimensions and more

    Prayer will first make you before you make it

    Matthew‬ ‭6:17-18‬ ‭KJVAAE “But thou, when thou fastest, anoint thine head, and wash thy face; that thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.”
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    Man was designed to bear this glorious fruit called God in his vessel on this side of eternity

    Necessity is laid upon man to interface with his creator in order for true expression to be established. The duty of man is to drink with God from the same cup but not to find an oasis in the desert, not to hung onto things, nor self. This is our potential duty. It is inherent in us to be conscious of God and seek Him like the way deers pants for water in the wilderness. It is the potential duty of a deer to find living streams in his habitat so God gave it the ability to smell the scent of water even from afar. This is why they pants for water; to drink freely and continue their natural order as designed by God

    In the same plane, mango trees are supposed to bear mango fruits, being exposed to water and sunlight. Maybe more. The issue with humans is that the fall, through Adams rebellious act of partaking from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil has mutated our design. Sin entered the world and death spread everywhere, damaging a perfect union between God and man. Our soul structure was distorted and became a dwelling place of evil, influencing a deep longing and a chasing after vanity. Sin cluttered and reshaped our potential duty to mingle with God and bear fruit that is worthy of Him.

    Our corrupted souls stands in the presence of things; seeking fullness from such a false reality, an illusion.

    Prayer is much deeper than the notion we have in our religious head. Whenever you hear prayer then it’s about a sudden problem we have to bring before God. Yes, God promises us, to cast our cares upon Him but our cares are not the ultimate of prayer. The priority of prayer is our participation in God. Prayer set the stage for mortals to mingle in the presence of a Holy God until we are constantly permeated with His essence. This was the place Adam functioned before the fall. He didn’t have to pray and request things. He prayed into fellowship as an entity of God in the earth plane

    Do we drink water because we become thirsty? That is far from that. We drink water because we are designed to have a certain amount of water in our system. [I don’t know all the sciences concerning water and man but I know we need it] To not drink is against the natural order of your body. We drink because we are designed to drink whenever we want to. We pray because eternity has been established in our hearts to make contact with God, who dwells in eternity. If you see prayer this way you will be constrain by an organic love to be in the presence of your Father in heaven.

    It is on the basis of our identity we return to God, our nature, all the time

    One of the secret things I have learned through prayer is that your relationship with God in the secret place will first make you. When I say make you… what I mean is that there are so many things in our lives that needs proper adjustment and alignment in order for us to walk into victory. Through the presence of God, such hidden matters of our souls which are a reproach to God and our profiting are straighten or cured by God. Addictions, weakness, doubts, unbelief, sin, dejections and worries, just to mention a few. These are items of the dark eternity that limits the effulgence of God in our lives. Sometimes, we come to God for, let’s say monetary gains, and patiently He works wisdom into our hearts and deal with all the hidden layers of limitations within us instead of giving you the monetary freedom.

    You went to God for money but didn’t get it on time, yet in your constant pursuit and hunger for His presence, He laid you on the altar and chiseled something special into your heart, which was necessary for your spiritual journey. Your profiting became evident to all because the Lord has touch you where necessary. The prophet Isaiah talks about a certain renewal that takes place in hearts of all who waits upon the Lord. They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength. They mount up with wings like eagles. But to mount up with wings like an eagle will sometimes takes days, weeks, months or years. This is the enterprise of prayer that requires perseverance. Stay there, in the secret place, never to worry about anything because God is making you into something that may take you months to notice.

    God, He make you in the secret place before you make it in the public terrain

    I have also learned that in the secret place God begins to place demands upon our flesh, requiring your obedient response. Many quit the duty to stay in the natural environment of prayer because their goal was not fellowship and transformation. They have their own religious idea that prayer is all about announcing your petitions before the altar of God like a man before an idol. No, our God will talk to you. He will pour His heart into your spirit. Sometimes, He will not answer your questions but lay a burden upon your heart to test your heart of love. Those burdens if executed with reverence will launch you into the next level of His purpose. As if He will be done with you when you have faithfully executed His will. Oh, the Spirit will continue to press into your soul and demand more from you, until you have yielded your life completely to His purpose. You went for healing. Now He is prompting you to evangelize in your community. You went for strength but now He’s telling you to be kind to someone you don’t like or intercede for your nation or a family you do not know. And you will be wondering if your own issue is not a necessity to Him.

    Many has been pushed to the presence of God through a very critical situation and for months their problem were alive as coals of fire and the currency of the Spirits peace, love, faith, and patience sizzling in their hearts is unbelievable. Such men may be healed at a later time but they became better men than before and their community could testify of their profit. This is how God sometimes rewards our obedience and patience in His presence. Do you see this dimension of prayer? This is the matured realm of spiritual men who go to the secret place to seek the burdens of God to execute it. You don’t have any reason to pray?Then you have lost your natural design through this evil age. May the Spirit of God stir you up to return to the arms of your loving Father and of His Christ. Stay blessed in His presence. [See Luke 18:1]


  • BEAUTIFUL LIFE

    Inner Conversations / Puritan Capsules

    You want to know what the most beautiful life looks like? I asked. Yes, please. How does it look like? I giggled, and she looked with beautiful expectation, to hear what I will say

    Darling, life has been described by the best in this world and the generations past, and I don’t think I have the caliber of such men to give you a perfect picture of what most beautiful life looks like. I can only share with you what I think life is not because of the scars I wear

    No, please, Just give me your personal thoughts and that will be enough for me. You remind me of the disciples of our Saviour, i soliloquies. Did they not inquire from Him about the Father with this same curiosity?

    Life is most beautiful when it is yielded to the Lord, and He is the only application expressing His will in that vessel

    Such a life is beautiful because is has died in the soils of sacrifice, to the selfish ambitions and all the appeals of this corrupt age. Such life has become a conduit pipe for the fountains of the ancient river of heaven to pass through, touching the driest places of the universe. Such life has died and rose again in the newness of the divine essence

    Such life is not beautiful because it fits into the standards of men. This kind of life is usually rare in this age of assorted choices and opinions. The Son of God, our Lord Jesus, was a perfect model of this kind of beauty. He was God in every sense of description and nature but He considered it not robbery to clothe himself as God but He emptied himself of such, clothing himself as a man, a servant, running the errands of the Father on this side of eternity. He offered himself to the purpose of above. He yielded himself to the ambitions of His Father in heaven, for the purpose of man’s redemption.

    He [Jesus] died before death to achieve the death of the cross for the redemption of men from sin and death. O’ what a perfect sacrifice of beauty. A life distinguished from the ordinary

    Beauty is sacrificial… the sacrifice of the seed falling into the ground in order to multiply itself into hundred fold harvest. Unless we fall dead with those ambitions that only resonate in time we cannot clothe ourselves with the beauties of eternity in our hearts.

    Sacrifice allow us to wear heaven in our spirits. Clothed with heaven may not be appealing to many because of the death which is attached to it, but the ones who wears it perceives it’s magnificence, as they walk in those narrow paths of their consecration

    Are you beautiful? I will not be beautiful until I am completely dead to the mundane. I have ask the Lord to conquer me. I have died in some places but I pursue more deaths in my flesh. I want to die completely and His grace has cut a great chunk of me

    Death is denial. Death is a solitary path. Death feels like rejection but until that inward separation is achieved the outer man doesn’t know obedience, and the demands of God means nothing to him. This is why one has to be conquered by the fullness of heavens ambitions. We never stop calling on Him…

    Conquer me. Conquer the places in me which is superior to your will because I want to be worthy before you

    How will He conquer you? He writes His will into our hearts like the engraving hands holding a silverware of a winning team. His tools burn within your soul as he engraves His will. The fine print on your heart becomes your daily pursuit.

    The more you die to the flesh the more He kill you with life. He never stop asking for more until all is possessed by Him

    His beckoning is tender but the force of it is like the sound of many waters to all those who have ears to hear. His force is not to force you like a slave but gently woo you into ancient ordinations. Whosoever will yield is beautiful and their life is unparalleled. Paul yielded when he heard this voice. He has this to say…

    “For though I preach the gospel I have nothing to glory of: For NECESSITY IS LAID UPON ME”; yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel” 1 Corinthians 9:16)

    Such a life is a dead life and it’s beautiful because it has fallen into the superior economy of God and the stories of God is being written day by day in their lives as a living epistle.

    Our stories are beautiful in our own eyes. Our stories are indeed beautiful. Yes, it’s beautiful but a mere flower under a spotlight. Flower that fades away, grass that withers. Ours is a vapor that evaporates into thin air. His life, finding expression in us is eternal. Our highest goals only meets our carnal purposes, and regardless of how loftier it is, it doesn’t echoes into eternity. It’s cycle ends at death. Some even die before they die the natural death; consumed with disappearing shadows

    Eternal is beautiful. Eternal infused into these temporal vessels is a contention of wills. The flesh must die in order for the eternal to wave freely in us like a colorful flag on a hilltop. Such life is beautiful and rare

    Conquer me. Lord, conquer this vessel. I want to wave like a flag planted on the mountains of your holy city

    I want to die. Help me to die! Darling, I am happy you also want to be numbered among those who had lived lives that were set apart for the Lord. You remember Esther… “if I perish I perish.” Also of Ruth… “Your people shall be my people and your God will be my God.” These all died to their will at the crossroads of choices, becoming beautiful in the end

    Can we pray? Dear, Father, your daughter wants to live for you. Grant her the grace in the name of your son Jesus Christ to capture that which she was captured for in your eternal plans. Burn in her heart, precious Holy Spirit and fill her with desires loftier than the cravings of this world, until all desires are considered as dung, compared to the excellencies of Christ. In the name of Jesus, have your way in her vessel. Amen!


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