God is not mad at you neither is He disappointed in you. The cure to your chronic struggle of shame and condmnation is to come to the end of self and be conscious of the loveliness of God towards you.
You have stepped into another season of Gods goodness and an ocean filled with the boundless riches of His undeserved, unmerited, unearned grace towards you. Bask into the finish work of Jesus Christ and explore your position in Him as you translate His favor into your daily life. You need more of His love to be able to diffuse an aroma of victory in the face of the countless projections of the adversary